Suicidal?

"Are you suicidal?"

"Not in the sense of killing myself"

"what do you mean"

"Like a video game, you shoot and get kill and then say fuck it and start all over again"

"Oh, I see", "I do like video games"

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Comments (23)

  1. noahbody

    Hmmm… strange conversation. Suicidal but wants to start over? I think many of us would like to start over.

    October 19, 2016
    1. Somnium

      It was an actual conversation with someone. Made sense at the moment

      October 19, 2016
  2. scarletts_letters

    An end not the end then?

    October 19, 2016
    1. Somnium

      Like ending “this” life but not dying

      October 19, 2016
      1. scarletts_letters

        A change then rather than an full end?

        October 24, 2016
        1. Somnium

          yeah but radical change, wipe mind and start over

          October 25, 2016
          1. scarletts_letters

            Do you really want that? I know I’ve wanted it in the past but now, now I kind of like those scars it’s who I am.

            October 26, 2016
            1. Somnium

              if I think my daughter is the only thing that really grounds me, defines me. Otherwise, yeah, I would want that.

              October 27, 2016
            2. scarletts_letters

              I’m sorry to hear that, I have wanted it in the past but I’m glad of the things that made me what I am, even the harsher ones now.

              October 27, 2016
  3. lovefellowship

    Suicide represent giving up or death , why would anyone think of such thing? occupy the mind with the reward of true love and living forever

    October 19, 2016
    1. Somnium

      sometimes people don’t see any other way in the midst of desperation. I don’t approve but try to understand.

      October 20, 2016
  4. macabre360

    As a burnt out chess player. These days I resist seizing the upper hand just see how long I can stay in play. Which can be interesting at times but not a winning tactic. I guess one could say I’ve lost the zest for it. Also I never resign. My policy is to kill or be killed.
    Needless to say… I have died a thousand deaths many times over.
    As regards to life. Well I may indeed have lost some zest over the years but not nearly enough to make me hang up me wings just yet. As in me chess games. I’m still out to see how long I can stay in the game as they say. So wing on I say… Wing on….

    October 19, 2016
    1. Somnium

      I’m going into my 4th life so I am also okay. I did understand his comment, since many times I thought it would be nice being able to reboot into a new life, which is difference than suicidal unless we could get a guaranteed rebirth

      October 20, 2016
  5. Dino01

    Wait, what? Ohhhhhhh… Short and sweet. Thought provoking…A hard concept nice expressed. Hmmmm…. 10/10.

    October 20, 2016
    1. Somnium

      yes, a concept of being able to re-start, death without dying.

      October 21, 2016
  6. wirelessguru1

    In other words, you want to reincarnate…

    October 24, 2016
    1. Somnium

      nice concept

      October 25, 2016
      1. wirelessguru1

        It is not just a concept but how it really works…

        October 25, 2016
  7. jimmyrmaez

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    November 03, 2016
  8. Walkaboutman

    I understand that. It can also be like waking up the next day and saying “today is a fresh start”. If we need to change something, we can work on it, overcome bad habits. New day,new dawn.

    November 04, 2016
    1. Somnium

      when we are in a good state of mind we can think that way, for others choices seem limited or none.

      November 04, 2016
      1. Walkaboutman

        Tell me about it. I live with depression and have done for most of my life. Its been a battle,only been on happy pills for about ten Years now and is something will have to be a constant in my life. Sometimes,you have to work dam hard. Like, I can appear very confident but I’m not really. I can talk to a crowd but I would rather be sitting somewhere on my own. You do what you have to do at the time.

        November 05, 2016
        1. Somnium

          it is about making it happen. But I do believe many people fake happiness and comfort when inside they may feel like you, so I don’t believe you are alone in this. Happiness is not a natural state, it is my believe we must learn to cultivate it so it may flourish.

          November 08, 2016